Demanding.

I want a boyfriend. I want a part-time boyfriend. I want a boyfriend who lives abroad. I want a boyfriend I would be crazy in love with, but whom I wouldn't get to see too much. I want a boyfriend who barely texts me or call me, but floods me with tenderness everytime we meet. I want to be consumed with lack of him, I want to burst with joy everytime I see him. I don't want a fucking routine. I don't want any commitment. I don't want my heart to beat slower. I only want the best of a relationship.